繁体
matthew_xuwj的全部作品集
MyfreshmanyearofhighschoolIdecidedtojointhewrestlingteam.Theprospectofseeingotherboysintightuniformsandgettingtorollaroundwiththemjustseemedlikethethingforme.IhadknownIwasgaysinceIwasabout12.Mydadownedagym,soIoftenhungaroundinthelockerroomasachild.Iguessthesightofallthenakedmenseemedmorearousingthananakedwomandid.Nowtodescribemyself.MynameisPeterJohnson.Iam5'4",125.Mydickisabout6incheswhenit'shard,whichhasbeenhappeningalotlately.Anywho,alongwiththestory.Thehighschoolpracticedwiththemiddleschool,
"Nolunchtoday,"saystheprivatemessagefromyouonyahoomessenger."Ineedtogetoffbad".Myheartstartstobeatfasterjustreadingthosewords,knowingwhattheyusuallymean.FromthenonIcanhardlyconcentrateonmywork,mymindhelplesslywanderingtosimilarsituations,previousoccasionsonwhichyouhadsentjustsuchamessagetome.Youmusthavenoticedit,too,forafewminuteslateranothermessageflashesonmyscreen."Youlooklikeyoucanhardlywait.You'resuchatransparentlittleslut."Myhardeningcocktwiches.ShameovercomesmeasIdropmygazemeeklytothefloor
Nowthattimehaspastitismucheasiertolookbackandrecountwhathappened.Itwasintheturbulenteighties.Iwasa37yearoldsinglemanatthetimeworkingasamissionaryinSouthAmerica. p; p;Therewasmuchunrestinalotofthecountry,onedictatoroverthrowinganotherdictator.Thearmiesandtherebelsfightingeachotherfortheirowncauses.Mostofthetimetherebelsweresupportedbythedrugdealersinreturnforsafepassageoftheirgoods.Itwasalsoeasytocaptureforeignersfortheransommoneytheycouldget.Mostofthetimeransomswerepaidandeveryoneinvolvedwentona