用来看的，不是用手来受的。

第二天上班，他拿了一大盒自製的蔓越莓曲奇分给同事吃。

甜品是治疗失眠的良方。

叶晋之约他来喝酒的时候，宋君年居然觉得自己有必要把宋蘅向他表白的这件事告诉给死党。他单纯希望叶晋之快有危机，趁一切还来得及赶把握住宋蘅。

凌晨一的维港灯光稀疏，不见游人，只有几个垂钓好者在守著鱼竿。宋君年和叶晋之坐在台阶上，中间放著一打啤酒，西装外随意地放在地上。不远是三个人大的保镖。不过宋君年和叶晋之早已习惯假装他们不存在。有时能够自欺欺人也是件幸事。

听完宋君年的话，叶晋之“啪”地一声又开了瓶啤酒，一饮而尽。

良久，他才哽咽著问：“Tell me how did you reject her that night. I o know every word you said, every gesture you made.”

“I just said Thank you.”宋君年无奈地摊开手说，“I tried my best to be sincere,really, I hate to hurt her. But sometimes it is unavoidable.”

“Nothing but Thank you？”叶晋之一脸难以置信。

“Pain would only be double if more nonsense was made. I thought she quite uood my word.”

“And...was she alright”

“I might say she was rather posed.”宋君年有心虚地把脸偏向一边。他没有告诉叶晋之宋蘅的回复——“没关係，来日方，我们慢慢来。”她廓鲜明的脸好像冷峻了些许，裡满满都是不甘和倔。

叶晋之突然抬起，满怀激地看著他：“Thanks,bro.”

他们又默默喝了会儿啤酒，直到叶晋之缓缓开：“I wish I had been a gentleman like you when I broke up with Ella. We used to be a perfect couple.”

于礼貌和尊重，宋君年沉默不语。他不明白为什么叶晋之所说的“perfect couple”会到今天相见无言的境况。他之前的四段都是和矛盾，本不会用“perfect”来形容，所以分手时除了短暂的失落绝不会有意外的觉。或许叶晋之在自欺欺人罢了，他所说的“perfect”可能只是对那段的惋惜。他也许有意无意地掩盖那段本存在的问题。

“Why，”叶晋之的眶红了，“I love Ella, I want to marry her, I’d like to bore children with her. The moment she had the dance again, I knew she is irreplaceable. All these years I op trag her .I ...I was horribly jealous every time she had a new relationship. I couldn’t lie to myself any longer. ”

“So...you could try again before it’s too late.”宋君年真心实意地鼓励。